A Time You Yet Seek

In a time far away, I once learned that one must not be said, the one that is you, the you that u keep hidden and locked in your sadden heart.The you which has been running far away and became lonely with no hope. A lonely path you have ahead with no support, all you can do is dream and gaze in the night to see and realize you have nothing to live for nothing at all.In your heart you ask yourself" why must things be this way,WHY WHY must I be in this despise world, why do I have to feel alone with guilt. The answer you seek if you can feel these feelings are pain nothing ahead the path you walk a lonely road where u will die alone with no one and feel depress for all eternity with no encouragement like a island alone with no bridge of support from other states or country. So the only way to truly run away from this path is to suffer by being alone and accept the feeling that u are alone in this world with no one there to be with u, accept that being alone is the best way not to get attention and not to hurt others around you. BEING ALONE WILL MAKE U STRONG but yet a weak death indeed.

Forgetting the past

A lonely night forgetting time and space nothing left to remember walking a road with no end, why must i forget, why did i forget. What have i forgotten. I have lost what I have forgotten. Can you tell me what I have forgotten in this world? Did I lose my love?Did i lose my hope? Did I lose everything that was precious to me? What do I need to remember? What do I remember. All I hear is"help,forget,help,forget,help" as i walk alone.....scared....scared.....to see what lies ahead of this world....when will I see,when will i see the lost soul I have forgotten a lost soul of the past which i want to regain.....regain from nothing less than a world for war and death so I cry.......cry to see nothing left of this world but dead animals...........all we do in this world is just die for nothing for no purpose, why can we not band together and truly show our creation of humanity.

Left alone in the Dump

So I see that I have lost everything torn away to the eternal darkness nothing left of the light i seek and nothing more than garbage in the space. No one help , No one see what i see the dark crawling out.....I see that this world no longer needs to exist and have been asleep all these years and yet to be awoken.

Spectating

I spectate this world all night I see nothing but pitch black only black the lonely sky i see all black the student of school behave so human. Why is this world so black and cruel the world that cursed me, my loneliness makes me scared to face the truth of this world and scared to see the truth so I hide myself in this world to see how it grows and seek out a new beginning of the study of humans emotions. All I see is lust and desires all girls worry about one thing no matter what they seem like and that is there bitchy side cause somewhere in their heart they have that side and the boys always have lust no matter how they seem they always want it.....so I ask myself why why are humans so pitiful thats why u must spectate this world to see everything u have not seen. YOU MUST AWAKE FROM YOUR SLUMBER

Love Cruel Curse

Love is cruel as the devil for those who seek the light they seek hell themselves so they keep seeking and seeking until they cry but nothing less in this world will match it. Love is a curse and can not be found but must be enchanted by the devil himself.The girl/boy I like shall fall in the void which has nothing and nothing inside it.Who I speak why is there love you ask? Well, the answer quite simple love is a mere petal that can easily be thorn and broken with a single word,action,and view. But you ask again why do I feel lonely? Well humans are pitiful creatures that must adapt and become with another which is why i despise being human and i search a way to change this cruel impure world and shape it to the future where everyone and thing can live as is where we can find all and everything is found in hell and heaven where the devil stands and the Angels unite the question is will there be light and dark together? Will there be doors searching for connections? will there ever be love again? SO I STATE THERE MUST NOT BE ANY LOVE IN THIS WORLD CAUSE IT SHALL CURSE YOU UNTIL THE END OF THE WORLD, WHAT YOU NEED IS A THING RATHER THAN A PERSON YOU NEED A GOAL TO GUIDE YOU.Therefore I intent to cry all night and day for an answer by gods and devils i am neither but both so who am i you ask? I am the one who shall shape this impure world and place stars of hope in all faces.

False Reality

The Sky,ground,flowers,people,and the world they are nothing but mere lies of this world all fake they do not exist but a mere dream of your mind that may seem real. This reality has its way of living but this life that we live and were created to live in is FALSE and FAKE everything of it the love,anger,hatred,happiness,sadness,despair,and depression. So I have made myself a rule that i shall find the truth and full meaning of this world and see to it like none others, the real meaning of LIFE,LIVING,CRYING,SEARCHING,and EVERYTHING. Darkness can not live without light but light can seek its own purpose by living alone but we are left alone with the dark lonely world which seize to exist. I have seen the FUTURE,the Past,the Present, and THE WORLD but who is there to judge when you cry there will be no one there to save you to love you and to enjoy you. So then again i keep asking, I am missing something i must throw away the things that make me, me and reforge it and start as new while living in the darkness with the false memory of time,space,and day.........WHO AM I TRULY and WHO ARE YOU?

Traped

To wish to change your heart a soul must be revived as new to be remembered is to be sad, all goodness of this world shall fade in countless days and night crying and losing the love they had desire, watching and watching suddenly crying to see the end of the world they have dreamed and desire. Pure humanity can not describe such way of anything but to gain that world back you must revert time and become the old but new you the one which can make a difference and see the world for it is. I am god, and i say that this world is corrupted and must be reborn in new ways that all of humanity shall live in, with the soul begging for a slight bit of happiness which it can not gain, the only way to gain that happiness is to search the world discover what it yerns then come back to the past and watch as time slowly comes back. So i say to this cruel world why do we live in such pain and agony and yet feel nothing but pure sadness then again i shall search for my reason that i have lose in this world. For thou must seek they shall become the stars and hell of the world of despair until the day reaches the heaven and be answered for this world to discover TRUE meaning of everything.