Friday, October 9, 2020

Morality of consequences

 As my soul continues to dwindle in light and drench itself in clouded darkness. I come here once again to satisfy my screaming soul. Morality, in which we all know. What is the right and wrong decision? As these decisions are made within ourselves, we delve into the abyss of the unknown, being bewitched by multiple sins, greed, lust, and wrath. At the end of it all, we always wish to be forgiven, for the wrongs I have done. Multiple sins have caused me to stir from the path of my natural light. Now I drench myself in pain and endless misery begging myself to learn how to forgive....none other than the sinner. As these days go on, I dwell on these late-night thoughts that push my fear beyond my thoughts. I've crossed the line, I thought I never had to make. As one had my humanity the other took my heart, the moral choice was to always lean towards my humanity no matter what my heart told me. Living true to my ideologies, WE endure all the pain given through the path. I am willing to accept hatred as it is the result of decisions made by none other than my truth but WE can't accept the decision made by my heart. So it continues to ache, defying these god-given rights, I blame myself for all this and one day I wish to be forgiven by none other than my heart and humanity. So I tread lightly but dangerously in this clouded foggy hazy days. TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER OR BE HAUNTED FOR ALL ETERNITY. Right or Wrong, really? I am neither good or evil.