Spectating

I spectate this world all night I see nothing but pitch black only black the lonely sky i see all black the student of school behave so human. Why is this world so black and cruel the world that cursed me, my loneliness makes me scared to face the truth of this world and scared to see the truth so I hide myself in this world to see how it grows and seek out a new beginning of the study of humans emotions. All I see is lust and desires all girls worry about one thing no matter what they seem like and that is there bitchy side cause somewhere in their heart they have that side and the boys always have lust no matter how they seem they always want it.....so I ask myself why why are humans so pitiful thats why u must spectate this world to see everything u have not seen. YOU MUST AWAKE FROM YOUR SLUMBER